I bet that in prison everyone's FB relationship status is set to "it's complicated".
How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself its time to walk away?
Sometimes I don't tell you what I'm feeling, because I'm hoping the silence between us would give you a clue.
If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't screw him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks a promise, he had to. If you cheat, you expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance. Either way... you run back EVERYTIME!
Being secretly in love with someone is the hardest feeling. You get hurt,you get jealous, you cry and you get broken...but the saddest part is he/she doesn't know about it.
You know what hurts so much? It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but makes you feel like you're a nobody today.
You blame her for being jealous of all of the other girls you talk to? You could tell her they're all just friends, but yet, she still worries & she's still afraid to lose you. Do you wonder why? Because don't forget, you & her started out being 'just friends', too & look where you guys are now, together as boyfriend & girlfriend. You guys became more than friends after being just friends so in her mind, it's possible for another 'friend' to come along & you might start liking that friend the same way you started liking your girl now...
Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone who doesn't even think about us for a second...
I hate seeing people go back to the same person who hurt them a million times.
Relationships are harder now because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online. Sex became easy, the word love gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking. Getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option and being hurt became natural.
