'I'm happy for you!' is the hardest lie to tell when your old love found someone new.
You'd always say that you hate to see me hurt and you hate to see me cry. So all of those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?
I know that you'll never read this and I don't even care. But I think I have to express exactly how I feel. I don't care if you reject me, ignore me, and forget all about me. I just have to tell you before it's too late. I been taking forever because you hurt me and deserted me. It's not a big deal at all...to you. I can find someone else easily. But the thing is, I really don't want to. I don't understand what happened between us. Maybe it's because you found someone better than me... You just don't realize how much that hurt me. I honestly want to forget about you, but that's my problem. I can't. You've never gave me a real apology, you just cared about yourself and left me there to figure it all out. And now I have: You got sick of me, found someone better than me, dumped me, dated her, ignored me, befriended me, and now you've forgotten about me.
Sometimes I wish I never became so close to you, that way it wouldn't be as hard saying goodbye.
Cheating on a girl is deeper than people realize. It destroys her outlook on love, her future relationships and peace within herself.
Sometimes I don't tell you what I'm feeling, because I'm hoping the silence between us would give you a clue.
It's hard: When someone special ignores you. It's harder: Pretending that you just don't care.
It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today.
If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't screw him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks a promise, he had to. If you cheat, you expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance. Either way... you run back EVERYTIME!
Crying over a guy? Nah, pick your head up princess your tiara is falling.
